it’s 1:56 here in Lipa, Batangas…
Let me describe what surrounds me…(USING MY 5 SENSES)
smell: smoke from cigarette (honestly, I look at an online dictionary to check if my spelling of ‘cigarrete’ is correct; I rarely used this word, maybe it’s in my sub-concious mind.. hahaha pity me); the smell of the vomit of m sister (argh, she’s gross… too much drink.. got tipsy.. she’s now sleeping beside me, and beside her vomit in the plastic); beer, brandy, barley etc;.. alcoholic drinks… hhhmmm…. i hate this smell…
sight: I’m in the bedroom, light’s off.. this bedroom has a window facing the terrace of the apartment.. where they having a so called party.. hahahahah.. only light coming from the laptop illuminates the room… i have a mug with water mixed some left-over coffee I drank a while ago… oh, i see a green led here, from the speaker..
hear: their non-sense chatter… drunk people always do that.. i also hear the keyboard.. hahahaha now the raindrops…. and some music (their requesting for careless whisper hehehehehe)
touch: i can feel my back aches for i only sit in the bed — not in a chair who will support my back when I lean – for almost 4 hours…; i feel the softness of the laptop keyboard…
and finally taste: my toungue tastes coffee…. um… nothing more, nothing less..
Well as you can see, i’ve been talking about coffee for awhile… another mistake I intentionally did.. drinking coffee in the midnight.. after fulling my stomach with my sister’s sweet spaghetti (I actually don’t prefer sweet, but i ate 3 full bowls of spaghetti)… argh.. what this feeling… yah i’m stupid. That’s why I can’t sleep now.
I can’t ignore those people’s conversation after i heard the word PSYCHOLOGY — hahahah… if you really know me, you’ll understand why! A woman said she really wanted to study psychology, but she wasn’t able.. obviously. She said she’s eager to read one’s mind.. you know some basic skills for people who knows psychology. well… I haven’t seen this woman’s face.. only listening to what was she said. Like what my blog says.. I don’t judge, I observe.. I observe that she’s umm… bragging… boasting to her chatmates that she knows psychology well, that she has a wide information about this field. Honestly, I give a deep elyand devotion to psychology… because I believe it is a very important thing in this world. If only you can hear what was she talked about, you’ll definitely agree with me.. I’m not judging her, i’m observing her, observing her with one of my senses. I thought she has just slander the good and firm reputation of psychology (o yeah, maybe i’m a paranoid… but understand me..)
I will try to make an observation from her.
That woman really wanted to take psychology but for some unknown reason, she wasn’t able to do that. Let me try these reasons: she doesn’t have enough money to take that course, or it wasn’t what her parents want her to take up; she wanted it but not crtain about it; or knowing that psychology graduates don’t have a ‘bright’future; another, psychology at that time is a foolish course. From the way she make conversation, being like an authoritative and pretends to know all things, she’s prbably between 26-37 years old. She has a job, a good and descent job, but underemployed, or she doesn’t love her present job. She doesn’t let anyone beat her, from everything… especially in conversation. She believes she’s always right, that other’s opinions were all a waste of time to listen to. A very strong-willded woman. She will not stop to convince you until you whole-heartedly accept what she believes into. She admitted that she wants psychology, but i can feel more than that.. she regret for the rest of her life she didn’t take that course. She show her regrets by proving to people that even she’s not a psychology graduate, she’s very familiar to it. It is like, “I’m good at psychology, actually i know a lot of things about it.” A very courageous woman. She always wanted to win, always wanted on top of everything. Ummm.. what else can I say about her?? Oh, I can tell that she’s uumm….. intelligent (but not genius hhahahahaha).. Admit it, some of what she says has a point and true. She’s good at communication english… that’s all for now…
….: (looks like somebody was trying to be a detective here) :…. ahhaah detective school q hang-over
o well… finally.. I feel sleepy for now… I’ll publish this… and then finish the episode of detective school q were I stopped and holla… I’m going to sleep.. finally, Sleep pay a visit for me..
thanks for reading
xoxo,
2:48 am…
