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My favorite OTH scene July 17, 2009

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this is my favorite scene in One Tree Hill… It do made me in tears…
I actually have the script of my favorite part

Lindsey: He’s dead Peyton. He’s dead! he died two years ago from cancer but not until he ouldn’t walk or talk or even recognize me. Does that make you happy? Does that make you feel better? That his death is with me everyday. That I was the one who had to turn off the ventilator because my mom was too destroyed to do it. You want to hear the sound he made before he took that last breath? oh! cause I can still hear it, exactly how it sounded. Oh, does that make you happy? Are you glad that my life isn’t perfect?….

here’s the link of the video, embedding is disabled, sorry!

College life (tagalog Survey) July 16, 2009

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This is all about your life in college.
ONLY COLLEGE STUDENTS ARE REQUIRED TO ANSWER THIS.
1.Anong course mo?
BA Psychology
2.Saan ka nag-aaral?
University of the Philippines – diliman
3.Napilitan ka lang bang kunin yang course na yan?
NO!! ayokong pinipilit ako.. wahahahahaha (tawang-witch)
4.Sino nag-papaaral sayo?
syempre mga magulang ko, wala pa akong trabaho eh
5.Anong year mo na?
First Year
6.Nag-eenjoy ka ba sa college life mo?
OO naman, maraming klase ng tao akong nakilala, masaya yung mga class ko
7.Eh, sa college barkada?
wala pa akong college barkada.. friends pa lang… pero masaya silang kasama
8.First college friends?
Eng 11 – clarisee, bhevs
math 11 – Gena and Al
Kas 2 – Bria and Mia
French 10 – Jhek and Aya
9.First college boyfriend/girlfriend?
ahem?? tanong ba ito o insulto? wahahahah
10 .Ano yung top 2 choices mo na course?
BS psych at Ba Psych (ndi nyo tlaga ako maaalis sa Psych!)
11.Have you ever felt out of place at school?
oo naman, grabe, halos araw araw
12.Irreg ka ba o regular?
irregular?
13.May crush ka sa school mo?
ayi… syempre naman, kaso magaling akong mag-conceal kaya ndi mo talaga mahahalata unless na sabihin kong SIYA yun.
14.Favorite subject?
math 11 (dahil marami akong friends), French 10 (nakakatawa mga classmates ko dito) Eng 11 (cool ang subject pati si prof)
15.Sang subject ka natutulog?
wala pa naman, pero muntik na akong makatulog sa Soc Sci II, napuyat kasi ako
16.Pinakahate mong subject?
dapat daw WALA!
17.Kilala ba school mo?
oo naman…, siguro… wahahah
18.Ever thought of taking up nursing?
nope, I hate science wahahaha
19.Gusto mo bang magshift?
never ever
20.Anung course naman?
wala!!!
21.Do you miss your highschool life?
of course… lalo na yung mga friends ko
22.Anung balak mong unang gawin pag graduate mo?
mag-trabaho o kumuha ng scholarship sa …… ayi…. mukhang malabo eh
23.San ka namm bhala na aman magttrabaho?
sa FBI (sabi ko sa iyo, malabo pangarap ko eh)
24.Do you have plans of going abroad?
as in OO, dahil nandun yung gusto kong trabaho
25.10 years from now ano ka na?
isang matinik na criminal profiler (ayan, makakatusok na ako wahahah, matinik eh)
26.Do you love college life?
yup
27.Anung gusto mong gift ang matanggap mo sa graduation mo?
ahhmm… condo unit.. o diba taas mangarap
28.May bf/gf ka ba?
wala… walang nagkamali eh
29.Recent school problem?
hm…. daming readings
30.Pinakahate mong prof?
wala naman.. afaik
31. Pinakafavorite mong prof?
halos lahat (wahahahah plastic daw ako)
32. Crush mong prof?
wala!
33. Crush mong kaklase
ahmm…. ahihihihi
34. Pinakakaclose mong college friends?
siguro si Froi, dami naming napagkkwentuhan before mag-math class eh
35. Anong oras ka natutulog?
it depends…

change or stay? July 14, 2009

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anu ba yan..
gusto ko nayon may maisulat, pero wala akong maisulat dahil ang problema ay kung anu nga ba ang dapat kong isulat..

Ikaw, may alam ka bang isulat?
Ako, kahit anung gawin ko eh hindi ako makaisip ng topic na dapat kong isulat… yung kapaki-pakinabang… ung alam kong may magbabasa… yung alam kong may matututunan yung nagbabasa..
pero wala talaga akong maisip…

pero ndi ko napapansin sa kakareklamo ko kung anu ba dapat yung isusulat ko ngayon, mahaba na pala ang nattype ko..
wala kasi akong ibang ginawa kundi magreklamo na hindi ko alam o hindi ko kaya ang gagawin ko..

matagal na akong ganito, magrereklamo sa bagay, kunwari na hindi ko kayang gawin o kaya hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, pero halata namang may nagagawa ako..

gaya sa mga assignments, magrereklamo ako na ang dami naming assignments at hindi ko alam kung paano sasagutan ang mga iyon, pero, tada!! maya-maya, nagagawa ko na pala. Inuuna ko kasi ang pagiging negative ko. Maybe your right. I lack self-confidence. minsan talaga hindi ako nagtitiwala sa sarili kong abilities. Ayaw ko kasing madisappoint na baka naman hindi ko talaga magagawa ang isang bagay, kaya iisipin ko na ng na hindi ko talagang kayang gawin. I think it’s safer to be in sidewalk at wag ng makisabay sa totoong daan ng buhay, ang dahilan ko.. takot akong sumabay sa agos ng buhay.

I don’t know how long will I be like this… I know choose between change or stay…

Au revoir,

“Tonight I fall and I can’t get up” July 13, 2009

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I’m amazed on the story behind the song ‘tonight’ of FM static… I thought it made me shatter when I listened to it

again while having it’s story running through my head.

My seatmate in 4th year high school, Emmanuel, first introduced the song to me and I just say “hindi naman maganda

eh… (it’s not good).” But after I found out the story behind it, I started to appreciate it because now I can

relate to it.

According to some credible sources, the composer of the song dedicate ‘Tonight’ to his fiance, who died in World

trade center on Sept. 11, 2001, and at that date, it’s their wedding day. Just thinking the feeling on how will you

face on such tragedy is very hard.

I wonder if that will happen to me, what should I do? Losing your love one is very hard, and unnatural death will

make it harder for you to cope. Were the suicidal bombers of pentagon had this in their mind before doing such

inhumane things? Believe it or not, I don’t condemn the bombers. I don’t know why… maybe because I wasn’t a victim

by their doing. But there is something more I wanted to know. I wanted to hear their reason why they need to do such

thing before I make my judgement.

Of course I symphatize to the family and friends of victims because it’s one of the greatest trials in your life, to

lost a loved one, or even worse, two or more are gone…

May God bless you…

I wish I was like this when I was a baby… July 12, 2009

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Weird July 11, 2009

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Ito na naman ako, imbes na mag-aral eh inuubos ko ang oras ko sa kaka-net
ang trip ko ngayon eh makinig ulit ngmga music na sumikat pa noong nakaraang mga taon, and I stumbled on the video of the song of Lindsay Lohan entitled

Confessions of a broken heart

Look closely at 3:41
I saw something, ANG WEIRD!
May mukha na something.. hehehe kakatakot….

I have just read a comment on this video to look at 3:41 and there it is..

dis will never happen in your lyf agen .. July 10, 2009

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At exactly the 12th hour,

34th minute and

56th second of the

7th of August this year (2009),

the time and date will be 12:34:56 07/08/09 —
as in

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9.

This will never ever happen again in our lifetime.

Bad Day! July 10, 2009

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Hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin ko sa mga problemang nangyari ngayong araw na ito…
I think all can say is OMG!

Lahat na talaga na kamalasan ay nangyayari ngayon! grr..

Ngayon ay eksaktong 12:00 am, July 10 2009, at mamayang 3 pm ay awarding ko na…
Wala pa akong speech! at ang pinakamalaking problem ko ay kung PAANO ko sisimulan ito.. wla talagang pumapasok sa utak ko! kaya nga natulog ako kanina para magkapag-isip ako, pero ang nangyari eh hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin nagigising ang brain cells ko, kung nakakapagsalita lang siguro ang utak ko, malamang sasabihin nya, “bahala ka dyan sa problema mo! hahahhaah”…

Mamayang 10:00 am ay may special test pa ako sa French 10 at hindi pa ako masyadong nag-rereview… at mamayang 10:00 am din ay may pasok sa Kas 2… panu kaya ako hindi malalate sa Kas 2 mamaya.. tama! bahala na si Batman!

Ayoko na! Kala ko ang swerte ko na dahil makukuha ko na ‘to, pero dadaan pa pala muna ako sa butas ng karayom para masabi kong “yes!, nasa akin na ang prize ko”

Right now, wala pa akong black shoes at complete uniform ng previous school ko dahil tinapon ko na ito, pero sinabi ko sa teacher ko na naipamigay ko na, baka sakaling hindi magalit sa akin… humiram ako kay jessamine pro wala na rin, kay jennifer pero wala rin at kay eica, walang repy galing sa kanya at kay berna, mukhang may pag-asa pero ndi na xa nag-reply! … wala sa option ko ang bumili ulit ng sapatos dahil halatang magsasayang lang ako ng pera, at lalung lalo na hindi ako bibili ng uniform dahil masasayang lang din ito… isa sa resolution na ginagawa ko ngayong college ay ang MAGTIPID! seryoso ako! hindi na ako ung demy nung high school na gastos ng gastos hanggang may nabubunot na pera sa wallet.. iba na ako ngayon (may naniniwala kaya?)

o xa, mukhang kelangan kong nang iumpog ang aking ulo at baka sakaling gumising sina brain cells…

Au revoir!

1st day in UP Diliman June 16, 2009

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I woke up at 5:00 am… still sleepy yet I force my eyes to open.. do I have a choice?? Yah i know it is my fault why I’m sleepy. I slept on 12:00 midnight, after watching the movie Shawshank Redemption, an inspirational movie actually. I can’t sleep last night and I thought watching television will help me to get to bed. And you’re thinking right, I’m wrong (huh?!?!?)

5:30 am , my sister is confused because I’m not yet prepared and TADA!!! morning is sanctuary of traffuc…. heheheh… should I laugh??? Thank God I’m not late, well honestly I’m late, for about 5 minutes.. and it’s still ‘first day’… have mercy please!!!

Our teacher in Tap dance is nice to us… because she said she is.. (does she say that?!?!.. can’t remember). I don’t feel Op during the first class of my first day because i have Aubrey and Jessa with me. We just did ’shoe fitting’ and that shoe cost for 1500 php. It’s quite expensive but it’s okay cause we don’t pay any tuition fee for our PE subject.

8:00, we’re done at fitting… we head at palma hall to ask about the locker, which still the person in charge is unaccessibl. I don’t mean that they are ignoring us, but the person in charge still has class and you know the stuff about that. We went to OUR because the guard at Palma Hall (ahm, I mean AS) told us that we can validate our ID at the registrar. We went to the photo lobby, and tenen!!! the validation is on your respective college library. Aubrey and Jessa will have classes soon so i
went to main lib, all by myself, and I’m a little bit afraid because its my first time to roam UP alone.

I’m a little bit surprised when I saw there is no queue in the validation.. maybe UP doesn’t always mean University of Pila (University of Queue). Just for about 5 mins. I’m done. Okay, this is it!  The one I’ve been waiting for. I can now enter my so-called favorite spot in campus.

It’s quiet, obviously. I look at each shelf, familiarizing myself in the atmosphere of general reference section of the lib. The first book I opened is entitled The Travel Book – a journey through every country in the world. Books have lots of dust… It’s still early to go to my next class, so I squander my time counting the things in the lib. So far, general reference secftion has 11 electric fans, 1 is not working or maybe it’s unplug Im not sure.

Our teacher in Eng 11 doesn’t come, and I don’t know why.. while I was waiting a girl named Clarisse approach me and we began to talk about different stuffs. She’s nice and always smile. I anticipate we can be good friends. I went again to CSSP sc for the locker but still unaccessible (I’m so technical).

My next class is Soc Sci II, and it’s really a serendipity when I saw Berna (my classmate from 3rd yr – 4th yr HS).. and ask her if her next subject is Soc Sci II, after hearing the word “yes,” I was jumping on joy, and feel at ease when I found at that we’re classmates.

It’s my first subject to get a syllabus, the “thing” I read from the college guide book I read. I learned a lot of things at this time: You shoudn’t stand when answering and you can go out the room without asking permission at the prof. In high school, these are the most common form of ‘rebel’ to your teacher, but in college, it is ‘normal’.. weird.

My next class is Math 11 and our teacher is funny, and she’s nice.. when she’s in mood according to her. I felt sleepy while waiting in the classroom… it’s kinda boring now. I don’t feel it is ‘first day’ of college..

that’s all for now..

stay nice – revive me

where do I hang out??? June 6, 2009

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Classes will resume few days from now and I’m a bit excited about it..
Well, I think you don’t believe though…. LOL.

How do i spent my summer??
I haven’t use it by visiting landmarks and tourist spots around the Philippines… it depends if I have tons of money, my answer will be different.. hahahahaha

I’m just HOME SWEET HOME.. for 2 boring months… do I have a choice????

lucky me, at last we have a permanent internet connection, which i dream of for since we have a computer..
and now I’m using my sister’s laptop which make it easier to type than a regular computer keyboard, but actually, i can’t explain the ’scientific ‘ thing about it..

I have discovered?? websites which kill boredom in this *uhm* rainy summer…

1. Rules of thumb (www.rulesofthumb.org) – every rule of thumb on earth in one place… “A rule of thumb turns information you have into information you need.” —– as simple as that

2. http://braingle.com— when i was looking for mysteries needed to be solved, or something like ‘mentalrobics’ (exercise for your brain), i found this website and I always use this whenever I’m on net… I love it.. I’m seroius!!

3. mechquest.com – I’ve been playing here for about 2 days and I’m getting hook into it.. . It is like what I’m watching in anime (full metal alchemist, cowboy bebop, and other robotic thing)… I can make a robot here which will go in a battle and if I win, I would gain several experience and credit (money).

4. www.friendster.com — you know this… I like it better than facebook

5. www.wordpress.com — you know why!!!!

6. www.hotmail.com — checking my junk.. I mean my inbox… LOL

7. www.instantz.net — where I watch anime… but some links are not working hehehehehe

8.  www.youtube.com — watching susan boyle here

9. www.onemanga.com — reading death note, which I haven’t finish… (I’m always doing this to manga)

10. www.gendou.com — where I download FREE anime music

11. www.google.com — where I search a LOT of things, and directing me to a LOT of websites… obviously

 

That’s it… that is how I spent my rainy summer… exploring the explorable net… hahahahaha
Please agree with me… using net for 12 hours a day is normal, isn’t it??? (hahahahah)

stay nice-revive me,